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[Dec. 12th, 2007|12:43 am] |
i cannot WAIT to get home.
my life has revolved around finals lately. it has paid off so far i have 1 A and 2 B's. i've switched my major to marketing and retail/consumer science. yayaya. and i want to do a summer at either FIDM or Parson's. GOD if i saw anyone from project runway i might blow a load hahaha.
i miss my tukee friends so much. i cant wait to just be able to walk over to everyones house again, have latenight convos, sleepovers etc.
fjdalksfj 2 more days. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2007|11:52 pm] |
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procrastinatinggggg
i hate writing papers. especially when they're on books that i've never read. this weekend was dandy fun. and after i finish this mofo paper this week will be splendid. I have sorority stuff almost everyday this week and then my birfday dinner with my tucson friends andandand UOFA game event though i tttthink im sitting on the ASU side soooo i think i should just wear a nuetral black haha. seriously. and then the party at cassies yeahyeahyeah. i seriously hope i get a 3.0.... not probable though. haha my mom is going to kill me. but then she'll get over it or forget about it because she cant remember a lot of things anyways :( boo. silly karen.
my nailbeds are blue=bad circulation. its almost 12:00 and i only have like 500 words out of 900 so i should skidatle. i am in such a weird ass mood hahahhaa. i am not high only on life. i dont know i guess i am just excited to kick schools ass then come home and celebrate the BIRTH OF MYSELF! and jesus too:)
omfg this is lolz. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2007|01:45 pm] |
my mom has been in the hospital for 3 days now.
i am home.
she's not here.
its so weird when the person that is supposed to take care of you when you're sick is sick. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2007|07:52 pm] |
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today i just turned off everything.
i left my phone in my room. i didnt go on facebook as much as i usually do.
and i told myself not to care.
i just did what i love.
i sang in my car to third eye blind.
i smoked as much as i wanted without guilt.
and now i'm going to eat some PUDDING!
it was the first day where i had NO contact w/matt. and it was so good.
i still love the person who he was, but i cant stay intertwined with that image.
i went to my sorority and talked to our house mom.
she was very excited for pot roast night.
i played hangman with one of my love interests.
old school nickelodeon hangman. and i kicked ass. hahaha.
and i talked to a girl, and for the first time, i could see us hanging out.
like my girls in az.
shes not in my sorority.
but she smokes like a chimney and has incredible clothes.
and isnt FAKE!
i need to get a job since i like to spend money.
a job with more boys.
i am being a major slut and i like it.
its not like im samantha from SATC. more like kerry.
okay im done. NIP TUCK 4 LIFFFFE |
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[May. 15th, 2007|09:11 am] |
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i wish i could be one of those people who say "i'm SOOO over highschool" i wish i was over it. i hope i dont turn out like uncle rico or jimmie haha. no i won't.
i think the thing i will miss the most, besides friends, is the routine. and the teachers.
and the crazy librarian. and walt.
ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE THOUGH... my life has improved greatly without the meaninglesss relationships of a cerain organization. cheer makes me scared to rush. i'm scared it will be the same kind of stuck up people. and this time i would have to pay to be their friends. haha no i really do miss some of the girls from cheer. but not the group as a whole if you know what i mean.
i love matt. my mom told me not to marry him. hahaha like she really thinks i am going to elope with him after school lets out. Crazy Karen. but i really could marry him. and have incredibly large children.
i am currently addicted to solitaire. is that a metaphor for my new sense of seclusion from the world? maybe. haha. i'm weird. ok. tomorrow is my last wednesday at school. hump day will always be my favorite. |
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[Mar. 20th, 2007|08:59 am] |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2006|05:04 pm] |
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i dont know if i believe in god
i want to
but he'd have to give me
a hell of a sign
everything that's gained
slowly fades
and i can't hold on
to anything anymore
i just want headphones
for my heart
so i can feel it
without other people's minds
and i hope someday i'll
look back on this poem
and think
"look how far i've come"
and i wont lose that feeling
ever |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2005|02:54 pm] |
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there. |
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[Jan. 6th, 2005|09:20 pm] |
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"Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away."
sex and the city. my favorite quote. i thought it applied to a lot of things lately :) |
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